thesundoesrise

Nicole L. Appleyard

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Together by thesundoesrise, literature

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Together

Five years is a lifetime, And yet just the beginning Of the beautiful life that we have, And the journey we are seeking. So much has changed around us, And yet so much is the same. And we only continue to sway and grow Together in many ways. It hasn’t always been easy, And yet it has been seamless. How we always come together To face the problem and defeat it. Our story is my favorite, Our happy fairytale Of a love so strong and heart felt Of a love that always prevails. Can’t wait for our next chapter, No matter what we face. As long as you are by my side This life is always great. The perfect life we will create Together.

Emptiness, No Light by thesundoesrise, literature

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Emptiness, No Light

You wronged me once well never again My heart won’t be broken It quickly will mend No more second chances I’m seeking revenge Why is it that you gave me Only half of your heart? Was this always just a game, Even from the start? You always wanted him While I was keeping score You always feel short And this I can’t ignore But you will feel my vicious wrath Of hate through lies and pain Because I was never good enough And you took it all away. You were never the one for me And all this time you knew it But yet you still dragged me through the dirt And smiled your way through it No more second chances Our love should have lasted But I was forced in the back seat Despite all my advances And now you walk away Forever you are gone But you will pay for this my dear Your nightmare will live on an on No more second chances In the dead of night No more heartfelt advances They’ll be emptiness, no light There’s no one left to love you You will never be alright

Solitary (Living Without You) by thesundoesrise, literature

Waiting by thesundoesrise, literature

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Waiting

Waiting for a decade or two For something that’s not there I know I’m taking to a dream Although you say you’ll always care Not sure why I keep waiting, At the end of every storm I think there may be a victory But the sparks, you all ignore If I could only tell you What I really want to say But lose you friend, I will not So I play this stupid game Wanting you to love me Wanting to impress Wishing to convince you dear, That I’m really not a mess Why do you come? Why do you go? Why do you say I’m never alone? Why do you stare, Or hold my embrace, And push me away when you need space? I am very lost And so confused But I’ll keep waiting Here for you I’ll wait in the day I’ll wait in the night I’ll wait days And months And years, alright?

The Road to Nowhere by thesundoesrise, literature

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The Road to Nowhere

Another day Another empty road No signs of life Just a shiver from the cold A once vibrant world, now lifeless The world dead asleep from a virus And it feels like we’re on the road to nowhere The streets are dark The rain pouring down No sign of life has been found The clock strikes 12, another found dead Another politician waiting to be fed And it feels like we’re on the road to nowhere Jobs being depleted Children staying home Meet you here on ZOOM At quarter past four If you love me, stay away from me I’ll see you in a year Even though I wish I could hold you near And it feels like we’re on the road to nowher

Moving On by thesundoesrise, literature

Shadow of a Memory by thesundoesrise, literature

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Shadow of a Memory

I fear I’m living lies, I’m far from the truth But if I question them, I fear everything I’ll lose But I see a shadow of a memory I can’t remember the faces But I know they’re always there Beside me in different spaces I dream into the nighttime But the pieces don’t make sense And no one seems to understand Or let me give them a chance They say push it away dear Those dreams they aren’t real They’re just magical illusions So forget how they make you feel Because chasing shadows in the night Will not keep us safe So move along you silly child those fantasies you must erase Yet still I sing abo

Where Do I Go? by thesundoesrise, literature

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Where Do I Go?

In the darkness I'm alone Thinking of us And the unknown I thought forever I would roam In this darkness All alone Then I met you, all has changed Not feeling broken, all the same Everything I thought that I believed Changed so quickly, like the autumn breeze Can someone tell me, where do I go? Thought I could make it on my own Thought I could build a fortress high Thought on my own I could thrive But here I am confused and broken From words I hold and keep unspoken Can some tell me, where do I go? Thought I could make it on my own The way I lead you on is not fair How could you know I really care? I feel more whole when I'm with you A

Disconnect by thesundoesrise, literature

Invisible by thesundoesrise, literature

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Invisible

Another day in paradise everyone passes me by. Despite my efforts to be seen, that belief is just a lie. I try and try, but everyday it's like no one seems to care, if I should stay or I should go, they aren't even aware. And yet you still see right through me. I always strive to impress, but my efforts fall so short, of meaning anything to you, I'm just alone in my own port. There has to be a way out of this. I wish with all my might, but to be stuck forever in this loop is what I find a fright. And yet you still see right through me. Forever alone in isolation, is that really my fate? As I silently curse at the world, for being filled